chemicals all rushing in my bloodstream.

15 February 2009

8:02 PM

decode.

yes i haven't got the time to catch the movie though i have a dvd of it lying around my house. but thanks to the radio and nurul, this is one hell of a kick ass song.

how can i decide what's right
when you're clouding up my mind?
i can't win your losing fight
all the time.

nor can i ever own what's mine
when you're always taking sides
but you won't take away my pride.
no, not this time.
not this time.

how did we get here?
well, i used to know you so well.
but how did we get here?
well, i think i know.

the truth is hiding in your eyes
and it's hanging on your tongue.
just boiling in my blood.
but you think that i can't see
what kind of man that you are,if you're a man at all.
well, i will figure this one out
on my own.(i'm screaming, "i love you so.")
on my own.(my thoughts you can't decode)

how did we get here?
well, i used to know you so well, yeah.
but how did we get here?
well, i think i know.

do you see what we've done?
we've gone and made such fools
of ourselves.
do you see what we've done?
we've gone and made such fools
of ourselves.

yeah. yeah.

how did we get here?
well, i used to know you so well, yeah, yeah.
how did we get here?
well, i used to know you so well.
i think i know.
i think i know.

there is something i see in you.
it might kill me.
i want it to be true.

-paramore

with that, it's unfair that you actually do have people who love and care for you. and what you took out of me wasn't enough, right, it wasn't enough. hah. i hate you and i regret it all, or maybe that's what i'm telling myself in return for some form of comfort. so you see, there really is no hate no regrets, at all. sigh. ah, too taxing to be feeling like crap half the time, what more, because of you?- i don't think so.

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