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21 February 2007

4:50 PM

fool in a gravehole.

and so this friend of mine, he asked what 'fool in a gravehole' meant and i answered him in an utmost philosphical way and told him that to me, it was a statement i created because of the fact that all of us die as fools.

no soul can confidently say "i know anything and everything" because you won't and won't ever. trust me on that, or if you must, trust the practicality of that.

we die not knowing so much about things, and all of us, we die with the sad truth that we ought to call ourselves brainless beings even when we're dead.

hence, all of us, cannot run away from the fact that we lack knowledge all the time. from this, we all die as pathetic foolish souls and even a savant cannot run away from that fact. so you out there, you who claims you're intelligent due to the brain food you've been consuming, think again. claiming is only temporary.

we're all fools in graveholes, do you agree?

scarred lives.

17 February 2007

4:20 PM

rumination.

as cliche as this might sound, art to me is life, me.

opinions differ but to me, i think that i have come to a point where i appreciate art as a raw form. i appreciate the fact that art can almost be anything and everything. hence, art is a beauty with a purpose intact already, art is art's purpose.

however, sometimes, i do wonder whether it is of great importance for an art piece for example to have a supposedly true, deep meaning behind it. like what i have discussed before, art, can it be just aesthetically pleasing?

but then again, who has the right to judge that?

and so now, again, we're back with the question i asked earlier. reverted.

perhaps, we can never find a common definition of what art is because, art itself is a question and a definition. like i said earlier, art is a purpose itself.

all i know, is that i breathe art and because of this, art has taught me to live life for myself. art is me and i do things not because i want to dramatise or not because i want to conform but for myself alone. hence, everything i do is art for that matter.

art.

14 February 2007

2:09 AM

the change.

pixie.

the only possible reason to why i posted this in my blog because firstly, it is an act of narcissism, and secondly, i guess i love my hair and i cannot believe it's this short.

12 February 2007

9:23 PM

the asylum.

the installation. completed. i must say, i am euphoric about the outcome of what my friends and i planned to do initially. everyone's their own republic, everyone has their own space and through this installation, it shows how we're all fake beings at this point of time because, we're not portraying who we really are and if you dig deep, we're all insane. we're not right, we're all suffering from a major brain damage inside, you just don't realise it.

look, there's nothing wrong being different because sanity derives from insanity, both are equivalent. hence, everyday, insanity seeps into my blood vessels, enters my heart and pumps insanity into my entire body. disseminate. thus, difference for that matter, is difficult for the society to accept. conforming to the society is something i am against but then again, it's tough being different. hey well, it's still awesome being different because it helps one to be more confident. it does, you live, you learn. so back to the installation. it was an awesome experience i tell you. it was. photographs for MY pleasure, as promised.

the entrance.

the mess, the angst to represent the insane.

the entrance of the asylum room.

insanity helps you find tranquility.

artists, the insanists.

07 February 2007

3:37 PM

love for.

man. i love installations. it's my life, my mind, my body, my soul.

i am not exaggerating.

insanity is the true definition of sanity. that's the current installation my friends and i are working on. photos for my own pleasure will be uploaded once it's done.

but here's one. the insanists.

05 February 2007

12:17 PM

it's been some time. (check azz's blog)

lame.

well, i know, it's been a while since i've updated this space. the only reason i can probably think of: lazy and busy. that's like an excuse, but seriously, it isn't.

my chair, i bought it back. my parents actually because they knew i wanted it back. guess, they are my true supporters even though i have this thought at the back of my mind that they don't know my artistic style but i don't really care. sweet.

i have no idea why, and i don't know if you'll agree with me, but you know, such love is hard to find. true love that is, and as cheesy or cliche as it may sound, true love from your parents. i tend to find it difficult to envisage myself showering such unconditional love in the future. hence, there's a lot to learn. people talk about being mature, when they're old enough to get a partner, total bull shit.

so the holidays are coming and i cannot wait. it'll be a good time to reflect, to find peace, to think more, again.

thinking is good, even though it is like a disease. but trust me, thinking keeps me alive.

speak to you soon, if you're alive that is.