chemicals all rushing in my bloodstream.

30 November 2008

12:18 AM

help.

now bangkok did well for me, and for nurul of course. a fucking real break.

so now reality's back. i could lie to myself and claim that everything's fine but fortunately (or well unfortunately) i wouldn't.

i love you like hell but i seem to be last on the list. i need to re-think the probabilities and the possibilities.

on a lighter note, come for pameran poskad. :)

19 November 2008

7:05 AM

manners.

"sometimes i wonder why you still take all this shit." yeah, sometimes i wonder why i still take all this shit.

i wonder if you're okay but whatever for, you're electrodisco-ing i see. and the last thing i'd want is a fucking repeat telecast so spare me the trouble of watching the painstaking re-runs all over again because to be honest, i'd rather kill myself than to hideously and ludicrously tire myself out.

with that, it leaves me wondering whether or not my apologies were worth anything and whether i pathetically have some form of importance because if i could do a position switch, i'd confidently say that an apology would mean the world and you being of an importance is totally just an understatement.

sorry.

09 November 2008

2:43 AM

as of today.

i will strictly inhale and exhale only positive air.

because it's about time for a transformation.

06 November 2008

2:25 AM

06.

happy bestday red ribbon. :)

hugg, kiss, love!

05 November 2008

1:27 AM

i rather the other.

for some reason, it's like a fucking unsaid internal competition. you're not very much interested, but i am and seriously, do not put the blame on me because i hate this and i would love to have this constant awful feeling eliminated.

then again, life treats us well enough. i am counting down to the better things on the other side.

the 4th dimension.

messages

fools

myportfolio.