closure with a question mark.

you know when it's time,
when it's time.
words unspoken,
everything else left out in the open.

and all that was left,
was what was while it lasted.
we might've stroked enough,
and flew enough.

steps to take,
moves to make.
"here's missing you",
or so he did say.

i'm lost,
the usual street i no longer can find.
i'll see you on the other side,
calm, calm the tide.

-every fucking day. :)

blank again.

borrowed,
and returned a while later.


blank.

tick tock.
tick tock.

take the plan, spin it sideways.

i, fall.

-placebo without you, i'm nothing

10 more seconds.

enough said.

i'm off.

night.

nothing but.

again, yet again.

that horrible feeling of "oh my god" and "ah fuck".

i'm sorry you.

and i'm sorry sorry you.

-for i will spit on your face.

add on.

before i get slaughtered.

here's a tribute to che che.

thanks for enjoying the otak otak by the roadside at glodok. it was delicious while it lasted. not forgetting the many toilet trips you had to make after that. and you getting hospitalised too. sweet. but well, i mean, memories for us both. but then again nothing will beat my fucking bloated stomach when we were in japan.

WAHAHAHSGHAGSAHGHghsaghsaghasgHGSHAGSAHSGAHGhsgahgsg!!!

and yes, thanks ronal for the rides around the city. you were a great host.

(this is a random add on to this blog, after HOTSISTER tagged.)

zinger meals.

mr. nonsense, you're yummy.

# #

back.

just a few days after the trip and the madness has started already. busy with this, that and everything else. well the trip was all that i could ask for as my break from this stinking country. i mean, there's a&w, mama's, ayam goreng, cumi goreng, es teh manis, abc sauce, biskuat, gamya taksi, siang sore, che che etc. (not forgetting the random fandi ahmad and wendy jacobs at sapu lidi.)

i've yet to upload the photos but i'll do it soon. when i'm filled with more energy that is.

the stress about shits certainly makes me hyperventilate. help.

anyhows, i think,

zinger, disabled cactus and red ribbon goes well together.

enigma's once in a lifetime.

my girlfriends and i love jigsaw.

it is important to stay away from jafaar and prince ali.

enough, goodnight.

ahgahgahsghgHSGAHSGAHSGAHSGAHSGhsgahsgahsgahsg!!!

here.

so the internet cafe does me wonders. i get home-made ice cream, es teh manis, home-made hamburger, hotdog, potato chips from "mama". i'm able to at least have some form of communication with red ribbon and other people. also, i don't have to worry about what to occupy myself with when che che's away at work. besides, episodes of sex and the city hooks me to the television set all day and all night i tell you. this is like THE holiday. rest, winding down, and most importantly, cutting off the electricity for the washing machine to run. moving out of it for 10 days is seemingly a treat i tell you.

everything's been rocking, i mean, running away from the stressful reality back home works for me. i have to enjoy the rest of the holiday as much as i can before stepping back into what i do not want to describe at all. decision making awaits, a pool of stress awaits, help.

shopping, bandung, clubbing: upcoming activities.

till then, see you. and photos should be posted up when i'm in singapore.



10 days.

so school's out, like officially. and the plan is to escape from this stinking country for a while to calm the human body down from all the manic due to graduation.

jakarta, bandung. the exploration, i forsee to be lovely. and when i return, this brain of mine will supposedly be renewed, fresh, at ease after the break.

i'll catch ya'll soon. i'll be back for the picnic and other all sorts.

red ribbon, everyday fucking day on a rooftop with our legs dangling in the air. :)

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